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Sunday, May 5, 2013

Sayaaaang, sorry for not updating this blog eh. I know dah karat sbb both of us didnt even bother to update whenever we were free. K let me tell you about your "reunion" with your friends. You didn't know how guilty i felt when you told me that you dont wanna contact your friends anymore. You thought i was just sacrificing my feelings just to see you happy but the fact is i wasn't even doing that. I was sincere to help you guys reunite macam biase seh. Ya i admit i was mad before this bcos i was really afraid to lose you. My one and only boyfriend whom i lovesomuch. But sejahat mane pun prangai i, i tak suke bile mataer i sendiri buat this kind of decision. Really hate it. Its as if there's no other solutions to this problem. The fact you sacrificed your own friends made me feel more guilty cos you had to separate with them just for me. I was the one who started everything, it was because of me things changed in just a blink of an eye. Honestly after speaking to your friend eh, i teros dah ok. Dont ask me why cos i myself didnt know why. The feeling of hatred towards her suddenly changed. At that point of time jugak i dah tak binget lagi. No more hard feelings, not even a single bit, takda rase jealous or whatsoever. Maybe its because you decided to end your friendship that made me changed uh. Idk, maybe uh. I told her my point of view and she told me hers too. Yup and I did told her everything's settled and i had no more issues with her. But although i'm already ok with her, i knew i had one more mission to complete. By hook or by crook i kene makesure u tetap in contact ngan kawan u. I know you were suffering but you just dont wanna show it right. You cume left with no other choice and had to do this just to see me happy. But for me, i can't bear watching you suffer while I didn't do anything to help you. I tried convincing you yang I tak binget lagi tapi u degil jugak, u tetap ingat I maseh macam biase. I sampai stress nanges semue tau fikirkan pasal nie. So i dah bilang kawan u yang i'll try my best untuk satukan korang balek, it may take some time but i'll definitely do it, and also abit of her help uh. And i'm really really really happy cos my efforts didn't go to waste. Happy sangat sangat dapat tengok mataer i tak suffering lagi. Tapi there's still something i wanna tell you. Sorry eh sbb that night i refused to forward you the message that i texted her. I just wanted to show you after she replied, i didn't even expect you to be mad at me. BUTTTT conclusion is i happy sebab things will be back to normal after this, yayyyy! Heh sayang u! Kbye.

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