.ILoveEffaSyahirah.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Was bored so I decided to view your facebook photos. Miss the good old times when we were still young then. Look how much you've grown.

Year 2010

Year 2012

Eppachooluv
9:49 PM

There isn't a need to do this but I think I should and its the best for us.

I, Effa Syahirah Binte Salim, will promise that I will never ever repeat my mistakes again. Enough is enough. I will stop forcing Hasrul to text me although he is busy and will learn to be more understanding. Understanding in the way that I will not disturb him if he can't text me or in any other situations. I understand I had made a lot of mistakes before this REPEATEDLY, but this time, I sincerely would like to apologise for being so rude on that day and started the argument in the first place. Therefore as your girlfriend, i'm not kidding at all, no world/galaxy/universe, I promise that I will mend my ways. I promise I will not be too egoistic as before and stop being too selfish especially when I am having menses every month and I will try to control my emotions. Never let out my anger to you or get you involved with my problems when having menses. I will also learn to understand you by knowing more about guys - how they behave towards their girlfriend, how they wants to be treated by girls, their attitude towards their girl and etc. This will be the proof. I promise I will not break my promise because I know I did that everytime we argued. This time, no.

I hope you will forgive me. It was my fault. Blame me, I don't mind. I'm really sorry for ruining your day sayang. I can never describe how much I regret doing that to you. I understand it's hard for you to believe me. I will prove it to you. It's time for me to to understand you instead the other way round. I am really waiting for your text. I hope things will be back as per normal before Hari Raya as I don't wish to argue with someone I love so much on the first day of Raya. I mintak maaf sangat sangat. I hope you will forgive me. Iloveyousomuch.

Eppachooluv
8:47 PM

I finally realised the importance of arguing in a right way. You should know what i'm referring at. Actually just to be honest lah, I was having moodswings on that day. In fact now i'm having moodswings too. Prangai tak agak agak kalau nak marah. I shouldn't have scolded you that way by accusing you that you treated me like shit when in fact I just wanna get your attention. One thing about me is that I always think of you 24/7 and I don't text you during school hours is because I understand you need some space to be with your friends. Right now i'm trying to stop this habit. My mistake was that I disturbed you at the wrong timing. I should've understand better on that day. If only I didn't start arguing, we wouldn't be ignoring each other now. I really regret doing and repeating the same mistakes over and over again eventhough I always said I wont do it again. I know you're disappointed at me. I know, and the fact you're angry shows that you're utterly disappointed because I slalu world. So to stop repeating the same mistakes, I already promise myself that I wont do it again. This time it's for real. Part of the reason why I became like this, I terikut banyak sangat prangai kawan I. They expect too mch from their boyfriends and it's because of influence made me become macam nie. I realised ever since I entered ite, things were different. We argued, quarrelled and even fought a lot of times. I think i'm growing up in a different environment that's why. I betul betul mintak maaf sayang... I janji I takkan buat lagi. I will be myself. The Effa Syahirah yang u slalu kenal. I takkan paksa u gini lagi.

Eppachooluv
7:41 PM

Friday, July 26, 2013

Went out with boyfriend just now to watch Wolverine. Boleh dikatakan that we spent about 9-10 hours together today. See boleh amek gambar somemore. Sayaaaaaaang you!!!!!

Eppachooluv
7:00 PM

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

HAPPY ADVANCE 69TH MONTHSARY! In 3 months time will be our 6th year. I do hope we can celebrate our anniversary on that day. I have something for you my dear.

Eppachooluv
9:43 PM