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Thursday, December 12, 2013

Went out with bf to geylang yesterday just o find baju kurung for my cousin's wedding this sunday as we need to wear green on that day. First was at geylang. We went rounding at the same place for a few times but didn't find one at all. Next was IMM. Travelled all the way to IMM cause I thought there was a malay shop that sells baju kurung but unfortunately dah tukar kedai. Last resolution was to go to Jurong West near his house and finally I got one! But it was a waste as we should've headed to jw instead of travelling in the east side. It was $60 though excluding the kain. Burnt sia my money. Hahahah and then talked to bf through fb msg as he cant ws due to his spoilt hp. Endless convo la with him. So damn long since we had this convo. Luv him okay bye.

Eppachooluv
12:46 PM

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Had a heart-to-heart talk with saying this afternoon. Like finally cause its been so long since we last had this kind of conversation. I shall upload last Thursday's pictures.

Joyah oh Joyah.

Meh sini kiss sikit!

Hasrul said I looked like cartoon.

Eppachooluv
8:14 PM

Sunday, December 8, 2013

To have someone right there by your side whenever you need him is more than enough to prove that that person cares about you when you're at your worst. I'm not trying to say that he doesnt care about me but somehow from what i saw and observed just now i felt that i was a burden to him at that point of time. Although i was having stomach cramps or whatever you call it so much that it hurts alot and you couldn't walk properly and plus you had to bend your body and slouch. Coincidentally this happened right after i didnt majok anymore. We could actually took the bus but i decided not to as i need to save my ezlink value. I am so thankful as he sanggup accompany me all the way home but i knew that eventhough he was walking at the same pace as me he wasnt that happy too. The way he talked to me, his gestures and his actions. It was as if he was forced to walk with me. If you're reading this (idk when but one day if you are reading this you need to know something that i didnt tell you at all before this) then its good for you. You asked me why i didnt take the shortcut but instead we took the longer way. Reason is because there are many people at those busstops. When people saw two people walking together they will automatically know that we're a couple. You were walking in front and i was at the back slouching due to the pain and of course people will look at us. It may be nothing to you but trust me, it is to me. I dont want people to say anything negative about you when they see us. I mintak maaf sebab i susahkan u tadi. I'm not sure if its true but you macam malas nak layan. I'm just assuming, i'm not accusing you. I just felt that way. Not that i didnt want to accompany you at the busstop just now but i didnt want to make you angry especially when you sounded so annoyed when you asked me to go home from there. I'm really sorry for causing all this and had to trouble you. On the other hand i am also thankful and so grateful to you. I dont know how to repay your kindness sayang. But just a lil' bit of advice, all i want is for you to show me that you love and care about me. I dont need wealth just to make me happy. My definition of being happy is when you're there for me whenever i need you in the future thats all.

Eppachooluv
11:59 PM

Monday, December 2, 2013

Everyone has their own limits, be it school or personal matters. After keeping it for a while finally i let out everything. Not really everything but at least i stood up for my rights and i'm satisfied. Was at Jurong Point with Myra and Armani when my mum called to ask me where am i and i told her i was at JP and she asked me where did i go when i skipped class and i received anotherwarning letter about my attendance below 85%. Not for onw module but two - Windows Network Fundamental and Lifeskills. Damn fucked up with some of the teachers just now. I swear i was about to burst out. My mum was already making me mad otp and got to know about this fucking stupid letter, i could burst out anytime. After that i went home straight after meeting them and asked my mum about the letter but apparently she didnt want to tell me about it of course who doesnt get mad. Called her and i shouted to her otp why was my attendance that bad. Eventhough she wasnt at fault as she was not the one taking our attendance but there are some issues i need to settle with her too so i just let out my anger towards her. Bullshit sia they said that they would update all our attendances but it turns out nothing. Zero. Lifeskills was 82% but suddenly decreased to 74% just because i had Tug-Of-War that day and excuse me it was a valid reason ok. I'm so gonna settle with those teachers asap. You've messed with the wrong person.

Btw i apologise as i annoyed you just now. I was super fucked up and i didnt think about anything else except to let out my anger and go somewhere else to relieve stress. Furthermore there were too much things on my mind but i know that doesnt mean i could use that as an excuse but i'm really sorry. Goodluck and all the best for your exams! Try your best okay. Hope you'll get excellent results for those papers. Whatever your results are, dont be disappointed or sad or what as you've tried your best and studied very hard for your exams. Okay goodnight. Loveyou!

Eppachooluv
11:58 PM