.ILoveEffaSyahirah.

Monday, June 22, 2015

Sayang sayang sayang. 4 weeks had passed since you started serving National Service. I'm happy for you seeing you smiling throughout the past four weeks when I meet you. I may and will not understand the pain and suffering you went through in camp, but I can tell from the smile in your face that you're happy at the same time. Correct me if I'm wrong. Sayang, you cant break your promise alright. A promise is a promise. Thank you for being such an understanding boyfriend, who is willing to lend a listening ear, guide me at all times regardless how tired you are in camp and spending your time with me outside every weekend. I couldn't think of any suitable words to describe how much I appreciate you in my life. Having you as a partner is the only thing I could ask for. My best friend. My favourite person. The only one who always make me feel motivated at all times. What else could I ask for apart from having you. Distance isn't a problem sayang. Don't ever feel guilty for serving NS and leaving me here suffering alone. I wont think that way. It's your turn sayang, your turn to be prioritized, after so many years of suffering with me. I don't care if you think I'm being too emotional right now because whatever I said are sincerely from the bottom of my heart. And please sayang, you don't have to feel that you should be here with me just because I always said I missed you, I needed you etc. No doubt, I will always miss you no matter how far we are but at this point of time, you should really focus on your full-time "career". I will still be independent as how I've been all these while. Not to mention that my feelings for you will always be the same regardless how tough the situation is, as what I've always told you. Believe me when I say I am here if you need me. Once again I would like to thank you for being more than an awesome, super great boyfriend/bestfriend for me. Continue having the positive mindset and please, stay sweet. Always remember I am here with you. Don't lose too much weight, start going to the gym with me soon and don't stop loving me. Thank you for everything. This post is specially for you. Iloveyou, sayang. Imissyoutoo.

Eppachooluv
8:47 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Hi love.

Thanks for spending your time with me and Natasia today. Thank you for agreeing to go skating together and accompanying me to buy Nat's birthday present. I enjoyed the day with you guys although we met Nat for about 2.5 hours but tak dapat lepak lama. Sorry about that. Anyway you were being super sweet towards me which I admit, I've been longing for that but couldn't see the other side of you due to my ego. Thanks for helping me pay for the cab fare which I felt I should be the one paying. I understand that your trainings would be much worse than the current ones. Hang on okay, you will make it. I wont feel the pain you're going through but never ever give up. And special thanks for guiding me as well. Most importantly, hope you enjoyed the day. Because I do. Next time dating lagi. Hahaha. See you soon. Iloveyou.

Eppachooluv
11:55 PM