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Wednesday, July 31, 2013

I finally realised the importance of arguing in a right way. You should know what i'm referring at. Actually just to be honest lah, I was having moodswings on that day. In fact now i'm having moodswings too. Prangai tak agak agak kalau nak marah. I shouldn't have scolded you that way by accusing you that you treated me like shit when in fact I just wanna get your attention. One thing about me is that I always think of you 24/7 and I don't text you during school hours is because I understand you need some space to be with your friends. Right now i'm trying to stop this habit. My mistake was that I disturbed you at the wrong timing. I should've understand better on that day. If only I didn't start arguing, we wouldn't be ignoring each other now. I really regret doing and repeating the same mistakes over and over again eventhough I always said I wont do it again. I know you're disappointed at me. I know, and the fact you're angry shows that you're utterly disappointed because I slalu world. So to stop repeating the same mistakes, I already promise myself that I wont do it again. This time it's for real. Part of the reason why I became like this, I terikut banyak sangat prangai kawan I. They expect too mch from their boyfriends and it's because of influence made me become macam nie. I realised ever since I entered ite, things were different. We argued, quarrelled and even fought a lot of times. I think i'm growing up in a different environment that's why. I betul betul mintak maaf sayang... I janji I takkan buat lagi. I will be myself. The Effa Syahirah yang u slalu kenal. I takkan paksa u gini lagi.

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