.ILoveEffaSyahirah.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

There isn't a need to do this but I think I should and its the best for us.

I, Effa Syahirah Binte Salim, will promise that I will never ever repeat my mistakes again. Enough is enough. I will stop forcing Hasrul to text me although he is busy and will learn to be more understanding. Understanding in the way that I will not disturb him if he can't text me or in any other situations. I understand I had made a lot of mistakes before this REPEATEDLY, but this time, I sincerely would like to apologise for being so rude on that day and started the argument in the first place. Therefore as your girlfriend, i'm not kidding at all, no world/galaxy/universe, I promise that I will mend my ways. I promise I will not be too egoistic as before and stop being too selfish especially when I am having menses every month and I will try to control my emotions. Never let out my anger to you or get you involved with my problems when having menses. I will also learn to understand you by knowing more about guys - how they behave towards their girlfriend, how they wants to be treated by girls, their attitude towards their girl and etc. This will be the proof. I promise I will not break my promise because I know I did that everytime we argued. This time, no.

I hope you will forgive me. It was my fault. Blame me, I don't mind. I'm really sorry for ruining your day sayang. I can never describe how much I regret doing that to you. I understand it's hard for you to believe me. I will prove it to you. It's time for me to to understand you instead the other way round. I am really waiting for your text. I hope things will be back as per normal before Hari Raya as I don't wish to argue with someone I love so much on the first day of Raya. I mintak maaf sangat sangat. I hope you will forgive me. Iloveyousomuch.

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