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Saturday, October 26, 2013

Wait, before you accuse me let me tell you once again. I fb messaged your classmate not to tell her i'm sorry via fb but actually to tell her that I wanted to meet them. You told me to apologise to them face-to-face right? I am sincere and I did this because of you and I know it was my fault so I am responsible for my own actions. I gave her my number so that she can contact me and in that message, I told her if she mind giving me her number so that it's easier for me to contact her but, if she's not okay with it I don't mind. Did you even read that message before telling me i'm taking the shortest way out? If you still don't believe me, you can try and ask your classmate to show you the message. I'm not as coward to say sorry through internet. In the last two posts i said this clearly, i have no personal issues with anyone anymore. The last one was Nat that's all. I remembered okay how you described them. You told me they were those alim girls, and i imagined them as Suu Aqilah etc. Really, don't force yourself to believe me, it's up to you. Pasal group picture, go read my previous posts again. I will say things that i don't mean to say just to make you angry and to satisfy myself for criticising others. Take erna for example. Sometimes i said she's a burden but did i mean it? No. Since when i blamed your friends? It was all my fault. If you believe every single word i said that night you're wrong. Because i didn't think before i speak. I said what i feel like saying. Don't accuse me by taking the shortcut when you don't even know what's my plan if she doesn't want to meet me. If they don't wish to meet me, i will go cw straight and meet them. By now you should know my style, i will always have backup plans when it comes to these matters. I am aware of what i am doing. I really am. The reason why i did this for myself is because i know i accused them and criticising them so therefore i will find a way to meet them and the reason why i did this for you, because i want you to know that i'm sincere apologising to them and i want to save our relationship as i started everything. I know what i am doing. Doesn't mean i didn't type everything out you can accuse me as and when you like. I may be immature but i am trying my best to solve these problems. If there's a need for me to explain to those who knew about it already, tell me. I will explain to them that it wasn't your fault at all and i will clear your name so that they wont think negatively about you anymore. Don't say i'm world. I mean it. If you need me to come to cw i will. Give me a date. That's all i need. I will settle with the 5 of them separately.

Eppachooluv
9:13 AM