Happy 21st Birthday Hasrul! 21 years of age. Getting older every year so must be mature okay? I'm so happy I witnessed you growing up all these while. Seeing how much you've changed mentally and physically. You're so lucky your 21st, i repeat 21ST BIRTHDAY falls on a Saturday, your bookout day. Not everyone is as fortunate to celebrate their bithday on that day itself on their bookout day.

First of all, I feel both happy and disappointed. Disappointed because I can't get you a proper birthday gift. I should be giving you one since it's your special day today. I wanted to work just to save up for your birthday present but I can't as I had to focus on my exams at that point of time. You know I can get easily distracted if I'm too busy working. You know me too well and you'll surely know how I handle things.

On the other hand, I'm happy and satisfied. I bought a mini birthday cake for you, even though it was a cartoon cake and an improper one, but at least a cake to celebrate your birthday. And to bake for you for your birthday! I've planned this for quite awhile but I was worried it wouldn't turn out nice. Fortunately, yesterday's cake turned out better than expected. Sorry if it didn't taste nice. As long menjadi I dah cukup puas hati.

Problems will always occur unexpectedly. I know how much pain and suffering you've gone through. I understand how it feels like to be in your situation. I've faced this a lot of times too. Truth be told, I didn't expect this to happen at all but I'm so proud of you. Even in this situation, you still put a smile on your face. You're so strong man, and I really respect you for this. I know that deep down you felt utterly disappointed. But its alright love, I told you I'll get it back for you. You'll still have to accept it regardless what your excuse is. No matter what happens, you just have to know that I'll stay by your side. Rain or shine, we'll go through everything together because you'll always be my #1 fan. Boyfriend. Best friend. Brother. All in one.

Anyway... not to forget. You bought me a dress! This is my very first dress. The very first one. A very very very special one cause you bought it for me, an affordable one and most importantly, it was bought on your birthday! I will definitely treasure this piece of dress and will take good care of it. Although I was annoyed with you for forcing me to buy a dress which I will never wear one in my teenage life (for now or few years down the road), but I had to agree as I didn't want to disappoint you on your special day. Be thankful love, because you managed to see me having a dress. I was feeling guilty for not granting your wish, that's why I asked you if you wanted to change your mind about it. Afterall it's not that bad isn't it? Win-win situation. You happy, I happy. Thank you so much love for spending that unnecessary $10 for me. I personally think you shouldn't have done that, but since you insisted so why not. Thank you Love!!!

Overall I'm satisfied we celebrated your birthday. It might be a very simple one but I hope you're fine with it. Thousand apologies for being cranky because I was feeling super hot the whole day. Thanks for tolerating my nonsenses, pet pot pet pot and thank you so much for waiting for me while I was visiting my aunt! I don't know how to thank you enough sayang. Thank you for celebrating your day with me when you could've met your parents instead. Thank you for everything.

Happy 21st, Legal Birthday Love! Don't tease me after this. You know what I mean. If not I merajuk with you. Please bear this in mind that I'm always proud of you no matter what. See you tomorrow! Iloveyousomuch soldier.




Hey Love! Thanks for accompanying me at home while the bangla men renovate the toilets in my house. I was supposed to go out with you at around 1pm as promised yesterday but last min I had to watch over the house till my dad reaches home from work at about 4pm later on. Sorry about that. Thats why I called you here to accompany me cos I don't want to waste precious civilian hours without my girl. And I love you. Since you're studying for your upcoming exams beside me ryte now, I just wanna wish you goodluck and I hope you pass with flying colours. Do your best okay bby? Sorry cos today my house is not in a good condition to be studying at due to the renovation. Sorry to hear about your mak long who just got admitted to the hospital. We'll visit her later on, don't worry. And why are you staring at me ... please study. And stop drawing on my arm. Hahah. Sho cute. Thanks for spending time with me on your weekends when you could have spent your day with your family. You're so caring towards me. Which is why I know you're the one for me and the only one I can trust my life with. Let's get married soon aite. Proceed with our plans after I ORD. Btw please dont be disheartened for the next few weeks cos my training in camp is gonna get tougher in preparation for the Brunei trip. You can expect some of my saturdays getting burned away and perhaps lesser admin time for me to call you. Oh and if you have the time please go and eat the curry puffs at the new cendol melake shop at jurong west street 42. Buy 2 kentang, 2 kambing & 2 lembu for just $5! Worth it. Serious. I'm just telling you this cos I wont get to taste the curry puffs in camp. So i'll just tumpang gembira once you tell me that you've eaten them ok? Oh and speaking of food, I miss your nasi goreng. Cook for me soon k? Ok I guess I''m done blogging for today. Stay pretty and awesome, babe. And Happy 100th Monthsary sayang! 

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